sit back and watch as i engrave your mind
a voice that raises from the toys
on screens that flicker for the blind
a virus infiltrates the noise
open your hand
join the race
we race to win
advertise our place
we pass our friends
memorize their faces
select their names
God knows where the chase ends
life's a game I'm losing
life's a game I'm refusing
they want to change you, it’s violation
they will betray you, it's humiliating
they will enslave you, it’s the new contagion
they will deprave you, it’s mutilation
they will distract you with mind sedation
they will control you with medication
they want to turn you into a mutation
they have strong tranquilizers for amputation
they told you they’d help you with your surgery
you needed a transplant for your kidney
they sold you the new one, said they’d install it too
and left you there bleeding and feelin’ real blue
we are all standing in line
at the inoculation clinic
waiting for permission to die
and trying to pass the time
so we want to be deceived
we cope by needing to believe
in ghosts and in mystical leaders
we shed our wings and give them to thieves
the human race is connected
it’s a sliding fucking spectrum
from senators to coke whores
blowing them while we elect them
we decided to be led, now we decide to lead
look into our future, look away from greed
the body forms a hand that seizes the reins
and pardons it's master before it is freed
we’re naked beneath our bodies and we’re all the same
our souls are all identical, given imaginary names
strip back the stories we have lived, open an infant’s mind
a universal eye looks back, innocent and kind
please enter and select your character, you’re inside a game
your body and your place of birth and your family and your name
spying on the people who are trapped inside the screen
forget you’re not awake and you’re trapped inside a dream
am I the one watching or in control?
am I the audience or the actor?
am I the body or the soul?
am I cells or the sleeping black?
burn yourself alive, see the afterlife in the ambulance
chew on sacred plants and peer behind the veil
we’re on the screen of the computer, now let’s go inside
leave the apparatus of cells in the material jail
attached to the power grid atoms are born in
the power returns at the end of the game
when you lose the crumbling body you’ve worn
look inside yourself to see how we are the same
did you know
that the body serves the mind?
a coffin under eighty years
leave the prison far behind
bathed in grey water
covering my eyes
hair twisting at the top
bubbles no longer rise
one woman let go in the shower
a killer behind the curtain
her blood ran out like a fountain
another one’s final hour
they’re all fleeting bodies
caving in on souls
desperate to let go
but tired of playing God
look at how we convulse
how we throw our bodies down in shame
look at how we converse
how we tell each other our titles and names
look at how we believe ourselves
writhing under agony or joy
look at how we relieve ourselves
then clean ourselves off and start again
look at how we smile
as we throw our bodies into the river
look at how we cry
as we drown in the cold and in our denial
look at how we laugh
as we throw up our insides and chatter and shiver
look at how we crash
as we fall to the bottom and shatter and splinter
on top of an Aztec temple
stands a man fucking a woman
high on plants under the stars
he cuts her head off as he cums
her head falls into a volcano
surrounded by families with children
the woman, a willing victim
a sacred honor among local natives
I’m God’s pet
I’m America’s pet
I’m my parent’s pet
but it’s home
now I’m no one’s pet
not the radio’s pet
not the T.V.’s pet
just my own
not the pastor’s pet
the police man’s pet
I answer to no one
I’m alone
find your way back to me
the seeds have been sown
I'm bleeding badly
from where I've grown
A collection of tracks from the singer and multi-disciplinary artist's 111 collaboration series, featuring KMRU, Laraaji, and others. Bandcamp New & Notable Apr 25, 2024